as i sit, and stare at the walls and windows of the gym, and outside it is beautiful and sunny, and i am alone, i wonder.....
that is all. i simply wonder about things, and stuff and think about all i must do, and about how little i actually want to do it. and how desperate i am for a cupcake
next week i will be surrounded by 20 yes 20 small children, who will look at me, and wait for me to teach them how to climb, teach them how to tie knots, and i hope i can maintain my enthusiasm and sanity, and really in the end, control their feet and hands and energy.
i'm terrified.
right now i just want to wander the hillside, do yoga (really just shavasna), go through shops, dig in the garden, and eat cupcakes (that right plural)
but, i'm stuck in an empty climbing gym with no ambition to climb, and a feeling of self-pity brewing deep inside of me.
i am a sad little soul.
with no reason to be sad.
If you go by the mall after work, the cupcakes are 1/2 price.
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